Void and the Existential Being

I presented this in my blog at ALT. COM, a BDSM site. Though the observation of erotic art and pornography I see motives representing elements of human psychology. This happened when I discovered that mere observation, without desire, attraction or aversion led to that I could see an hidden order, structured through my education and self- studies. The principle is that there is in reality nothing actually there, only my own being and intellectual structure.

It is my opinion that there can be no true science without religion and metaphysics is the first science.

The existential being is the "precursor" to our psychology. Birth into, and creation a new world where the only real is the Soul that formulates our Spiritual Being which whithout our reality is void illusion, a play of lights.

My personal age development can be seen as the following stages: 1- 5 years: The pseudo- religious stage.
Age 6- 10: The play- age.
Age 11- 15: The earlier dominant- submissive stage.
Age 16- 18: The later dominant- submissive stage.
Age 19- 30: Social development.
Age 31- 40: Emotional development.

I am now entering the Forbidden Zone. This demands unreproachable ethics, experience and knowledge. The "kinky" fetishtic sexually- connected experiences begins in childhood, but only a fool tries to repeat that very experience. No, this is where the motives and this kind of perceptive, sensual development starts. This is a source for aestetic imagining. Now, the free existential state has to be guarded by conduct. Our reality is always presenting things to us, but the choice of objects or their appearance as ideas, knowledge, etc has to be a matter of careful distinction as to separate a Man (Or Woman) from being merely another animal.

The careful and systematic reduction of reality into Matter and Spirit, That is: Metaphysics and Spirit, the Created, is a neccessety to reach beyond the pitiful human condition. our supposed external reality also contains psychological experiences like the Terror of the Void, Infinite loneliness, and so forth.

But then the world of the Soul, the Uncreated Creator may be reached through the experience of Infinite Solitude.

This is the structural key to the Secret of Creation and a new metaphysical system.

Introduction

My system is divided in rational and practical metaphysics. This is only an introduction since I am a bit reluctant to reveal the contents of the actual system, because I will perhaps need a future economical support.

As a practician in the paranormal I can not take part in the socio-political system, since then I would be merely an appearance and not the creator of my own reality. Everything that I say is proven in the scriptures and in the sciences. Eventual confusion lays in the eye of the beholder.

In the lower stratums we have some problems. The drugs and substances we need are prohibited and we are harassed by the legal authorities. In spite of this I have managed to attain a higher level of education, and this seems to be the main social problem. Every societal problem is caused by social spread, where the founders of a movement are imitated by ignorant "social actors" appearing as "winners" or "victims".

Many of the supposed "scientific" and socially approved views are erratic, leading to a formulation of repressive sociopolitics. Some of the actual problems are the price of tobacco, the regulation of methylbenzene and the prohibition on psychoactive drugs.

I see no responsibility for those that claim to be harmed by these drugs and substances that are completely harmless.

I might as well prohibit flowers as they have pollen, apple cake and pea soup, since I find these foods to be revolting and potentially harmful.

I need connection to formulate an alchemical work uniting several areas of religion and science, etc. The social world is quite useless. Why buy golden rings when we need powdered gold?