Void and the Existential Being

I presented this in my blog at ALT. COM, a BDSM site. Though the observation of erotic art and pornography I see motives representing elements of human psychology. This happened when I discovered that mere observation, without desire, attraction or aversion led to that I could see an hidden order, structured through my education and self- studies. The principle is that there is in reality nothing actually there, only my own being and intellectual structure.

It is my opinion that there can be no true science without religion and metaphysics is the first science.

The existential being is the "precursor" to our psychology. Birth into, and creation a new world where the only real is the Soul that formulates our Spiritual Being which whithout our reality is void illusion, a play of lights.

My personal age development can be seen as the following stages: 1- 5 years: The pseudo- religious stage.
Age 6- 10: The play- age.
Age 11- 15: The earlier dominant- submissive stage.
Age 16- 18: The later dominant- submissive stage.
Age 19- 30: Social development.
Age 31- 40: Emotional development.

I am now entering the Forbidden Zone. This demands unreproachable ethics, experience and knowledge. The "kinky" fetishtic sexually- connected experiences begins in childhood, but only a fool tries to repeat that very experience. No, this is where the motives and this kind of perceptive, sensual development starts. This is a source for aestetic imagining. Now, the free existential state has to be guarded by conduct. Our reality is always presenting things to us, but the choice of objects or their appearance as ideas, knowledge, etc has to be a matter of careful distinction as to separate a Man (Or Woman) from being merely another animal.

The careful and systematic reduction of reality into Matter and Spirit, That is: Metaphysics and Spirit, the Created, is a neccessety to reach beyond the pitiful human condition. our supposed external reality also contains psychological experiences like the Terror of the Void, Infinite loneliness, and so forth.

But then the world of the Soul, the Uncreated Creator may be reached through the experience of Infinite Solitude.

This is the structural key to the Secret of Creation and a new metaphysical system.